my thoughts on drama

i do my very best to go through life as care-free as i can, trying to be the best person i can. loving, giving, and strong for others in need. then i see the true side of some people, the back stabbing, the gossiping, the lack of respect for others lives and feelings. then i wonder why i try, why do i care about those who are nothing but drama queens! it all gets under my skin and i say " grow the hell up and if your life is so boring that you have to rain on my parade find somebody else to be around cause i'm sick of the bullshit!

My Ride

finally able to buy another car after i wrecked my last one. it's a 2009 ford fusion and i love it. everytime i get in it i feel like i'm 16 again and i just want to drive until i run out gas. this really is one of the best things i have done for myself.

just a bite!

Gigi thinks that everytime daddy has something to eat that she should get a bite too! she doesn't know she's a dog.

Greg's promotional dinner

 my husband's hard work and dedication has finally paid off, so we went out with the family and celebrated by having dinner at applebee's. i love him very much and i'm so proud of his accomplishments.

"Let Me In" by: me

Swimming in two seas of blue
floating to your mind.
Wondering around yours thoughts
what lies behind your eyes.

While laying in your warm embrace
I'm safe from all my fears.
Dazing over your blank face
then fighting back the tears.

If only you would open up
so I could roam around.
Learning all those little things
that causes ups and downs.

I need to know all the things
that you seem to think.
All you do is drag me down
and make me feel so weak.

You promised me, you'd unfold
all those things you hide.
Secret little things, i know
would let me drift inside.

I only want to be your friend
your lover, and your wife.
Please, give me the single key
that unlocks your secret life.

Leslie Dial (2004)

"Life" by: Me

All through life people dream. They want to have and live that dream, but they don't have the guts to sacrifice the chance of what might happen. Most of the time they are scared or maybe they are running from who they really and truely are. Everyone wants guts and glory, but only a small percent get it. Fear is what it's all about. Whether or not you can stand up to it and beat it or run and wish you didn't.

Leslie Dial (1998)

getting older

i don't handle getting older very well. everything has changed positions on my body. i now have wrinkles and an extra chin. my endurance is low and all i think about is if i should have children or not. i miss being 20 care and worry free!

Top pic is my gram and bottom pic is greg's grannie. we both just have one grandma which is one more thing we have in come. our grandmothers are wonderful women who have huge hearts and we love them very much.

my ankle

    

      






My good ankle                                                           

 

My bad ankle

I had a fight with an iron lawn chair and it won. i messed up my leg from the knee down but my ankle hurts the most. I did realize that the ground hurts and that i don't need to be falling.

Raegan (my step-daughter)

This is Raegan my beautiful step-daughter. She is 13 going on 20 but she is smart, kind, and loving. i love to spend time with her and she always makes me laugh. i don't get to see her as much as i would like to but that's the price you pay for having to work all the time.

Dale & Dianna (My In-Laws)

They are the best In-Laws anyone could ever ask for. Loving, supportive, and dependable all the things a couple could ever need to help them start a life and family together. They are one side of the roots of our tree of life. Strong roots for a mighty tree!  

Jack (my father)

"Daddy", he's been gone for almost 16 years and i still remember the night he died, like it was yesterday. i lost a part of myself that night. that large piece of my heart that broke off when i walked around the door of his room in hospital. he was so still and so pale. i went through a deep state of depression after that not caring if i lived or died. my relationship with a boyfriend and many relationships with my friends failed because i didn't know how to express to them what i was feeling. all i knew was destruction of my life and anyone's life who entered my path. the really sad part was this was not at all me and he would have been so disappointed in that. today i do everything in his honor living up to what i think he would have wanted me to be. What a wonderful father he was!!!!

Brenda (my mom)

She is my bestfriend, my rock, one of the people who i know loves me no matter what. We have been through so much together and together we stood strong. Not one day goes by that i don't either see her or talk to her. i can't even image life with out her around. She has always believed i could do anything i set my mind to do. i will be here for her when ever she needs me.  

Gigi

This is my only child! Her name is Gigi and she is a toy poodle. She loves to play fetch and loves to snuggle. She prefers cat food over dog food. She only weighs about 6 lbs., so she goes everywhere with me. She loves going to the bank cause they give treats. Her best friend is our cat Puss. She loves to eat pinto beans, green beans, and green peas, i know she's weird but i love her all the same.

The Wedding

we were married on march 26 2011 at my mom's house. it was a very small wedding with just the family. greg's dad married us and it was a beautiful ceremony. i couldn't have asked for a more perfect day.

The Warren's

                                                                        Here we are!

getting started

today is my first time blogging so i'm still learning.